This particular Monday for me wasn't any different. It was bittersweet. I had to put my "big girl panties" on, bite the bullet and face reality. All while still coping with the hurt and pain, both physical and emotional, of the reality that I know longer have a healthy, baby boy/girl growing inside of me.
I got to school and had a beautiful plant sitting on my desk with a card from one of my students parent, along with dozens and dozens of sweet, home-made cards from my kids. This was obviously the sweet from the bittersweet. I sat there and cried as I read the beautiful, innocent words coming from 11 and 12 years old. Words of encouragement, love and hope along with Bible verses such as this one, "For the Lord is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations" Psalm 100:5
I received hugs, after hugs, after hugs. Along with comments like, "Mrs. Sheneman don't cry God has given you, us for now, we are your "babies." I mean, seriously, lets just say this is not when the crying stopped. I was embraced, loved and reminded that God had surrounded me with his promise and it was evident.
Psalm 128:1-4 & 6a
"Blessed are all who fear the Lord, who walk in his ways. You will eat the fruit of your labor; blessings and prosperity will be yours. Your wife will be like a fruitful vine within your house; your sons will be like olive shoots around your table. Thus is the man blessed who fears the Lord...and may you live to see your children's children!!" AMENTruthfully, I could not have asked for a better career. I am constantly reminded all day, everyday of God's provision and God's faithfulness, based on the beautiful children I see everyday.
I was not only embraced by my kids, but also my principal and many teachers. Some with just a hug and "I love you," while others a rub on the back because they had no words to say and those quiet touches were just as equally good. Overall, it was a good day. I was still in pain and reaping the affects of what I lost, but its getting better and I know, "Everything's going to be alright."
I've appreciated ALL of your prayers, they definitely have been felt and treasured.
To Dad & Mom: We are blessed to have you as parents and most importantly godly parents.
Mom- I appreciate your compassion and love towards me. This situation has allowed me to trust and feel secure in the arms of a mother's love. Next time open the door because whether I realized it or not I needed you!
Dad- I know you've been at a loss for words and that's ok. I know you love me and are sorry for what Trey and I have endured. I'm sure as a parent this is one situation that if you could fix it, you would. You're sweet hugs were HUGE and much appreciated.
We love you both very much.
To Joey & Stacey: You've both been very loving and compassionate during this whole situation.
Stacey- Although I did not ask you to take a half-day and drive to Henry County, its probably a good thing you did. You've shown me, that when it comes to love, jumping through hoops is necessary because "when one of us hurts, we all hurt." Love you and thank you!
Joey- A man of few words, but when you speak, you crack us all up. Thank you for a hug and a "how are you feeling," it was just enough!
We love you both very much.
To Brad & Lanie Beth: Your friendship is our blessing from the Lord and we love you both more than you can imagine. You two are incredible. You have a heart for the hurting and a love for God's children. It's evident in your lives on a daily basis. You have bent over backwards for Trey and I, while still going about the daily ins and out of your own lives. THANK YOU...Can't you see why we chose the both of you?!?!? :)
To Blake & Sabrina: Your friendship is treasured. You two are sweet as pie. Scary, at times, to think my husband and Blake are exactly the same but, Blake, you are good for my Trey. Of course, with healthy boundaries, y'all are a "good fit." Sabrina, your a blessing to me...even when I didn't answer your calls or return your text. You were still in my heart and thoughts! We love you and appreciate all you've done for us.
To those I have not included, you are not forgotten. You are a blessing to Trey and I whether I have plugged you into this little "added note." Trey and I are blessed to be surrounded by such wonderful friends and family. May God continue to bless you all.
With Love,
~Jenni~
